Good Morning. What a glorious day it is outside today, makes you glad to be alive doesn’t it.
I’m multi tasking again by typing this post whilst I’m getting my french gel toes refilled at the beauty salon. Then it’s off to get my arms waxed this afternoon. Since having to have them waxed for competing I’ve never looked back and actually prefer them that way. If you haven’t guessed already I’m not a fan of body hair. LOL!!
“If I want different, I have to be prepare to do different” is such a meaningful quote for me because it’s how I live my life on a daily basis. I can’t quite put into words what it really means to me but everything about how I think and feel is just very different. I guess I’ve learnt and benefited from my life lessons through the deaths of my parents, it’s just a pity it had to happen that way. Mum & Dad have been playing on my mind for about a week now, everything reminds me of them which in turn makes me very sad. I’ll never have the pleasure of hearing their voices again, or be able to see them or feel their touch. What I wouldn’t give. *bawling my eyes out* My heart aches for them as if I were a five years old child. I just want my Mummy & Daddy back.
Daniel describes my heart as it no longer being a gaping wound but more of an open sore. He’s pretty accurate but it doesn’t take much for the sore to reopen and bleed all over again. Although I’ve had a good week on every other level my grieving has come back again for what ever reason. Like I’ve said before, it’s an emotional roller coaster ride and I just have to hang on and hope for the best.
So anyway, we’re watching a dvd this evening we’ve been meaning to watch for quite some time now The Dark Knight. Until tomorrow.
Lia xxx
“A man can be as great as he wants to be.
If you believe in yourself and have the courage,
the determination, the dedication, the competitive drive
and if you are willing to sacrifice the little things in life
and pay the price for the things that are worthwhile, it can be done.”
– Vince Lombardi
